Treatment schedule

5.30 am. Sea cucumber pill
6-9 am. Guilin Qi Gong
9.30 am. Sabah snake grass, and pin chai Wong
11- 11.30am.Meditation
12 noon. Porcupine dates
1-5 pm. Fungus, mushroom, pines tree leave, almond water.
4 pm. Wheat grass or fruit juice
9 pm. Porcupine dates

Very busy, as I have to take care my son also.

Final destination

Today finally my husband and I decided to give ourselves a break. We went to watch Final Destination. I felt think story relates to myself so much, I could be the next. But who knows, whose name the next. Those who die with accident can be even faster than me. So no worries, there are always someone more bad than me. I consider lucky, as I can still do what I wish.

My 3rd opinion doctor

I went to see 3 rd opinion doctor last week, and the doctor ask me a lot of question but end up he did not tell me what those the question relate to my cancer. Below are the question:

1) when is your 1st period
2) at what age you got married
3) at what age you got pregnant, and your baby was born?
4) what else sickness do you have in your live
5) your mother die at what age,


At the end he tell me my current doctor are cheating money, as The only medicine suitable to prolonged my live is alimta. Because it has the least side effect. My current doctor which used avastin with gemzar and cisplastin will not help me to cure my cancer and I'm wasting money.

He said there is no right or wrong, if I want to be at home to just continue the rest of the time it is fine. The most I have is 5 years. If I go on alimta I might just survive a few months more maybe, or I might die faster. This is depend on your body condition. Since you have no pain at all you don't even have to come to see doctor, but if you wish to chit chat then you may come.

There will be no CT scan or MRI as it doesn't not make any difference. Don't waste the effort.

This will be my last visit to doctor as I'm really down every time after a doctor visit. I can't sleep well for few days. It Takes me a few days to be strong again.


Chit chat means just answering question, there will be no CT scan or MRI scan at all as it does help. Even if you feel pain, he will not conduct any scan also. As it makes no difference.

I think this will be my last visit to doctor, as every time I see doctor it give me a very bad feeling. Then it take times for me to be strong again. I couldn't sleep well every time after I see doctor.

As my white blood cell are still low, I will start my traditional medicines from my neighbor on Monday. My neighbor who have stage 4 lung cancer free for more than 15 years will be my role model.

I will follow her instruction

Bone scan result

Today the bone scan result show that my tumor continue smaller. It is a very good news. However the bad news is my blood palette are very low. I had nose bleed for 4 times already. Each day once. Doctor have inject me with donor blood pallette. She say nothing I can do to help as this is natural.

Tomorrow is my CT scan on lung, I wish no cancer found in lung. I will buy a big roasted pig for prayer if the lung result is cancer free.

Children cancer

While waiting for my turn on the bone scan today, my husband ask why the kids are here for the scan. He still cannot accept that cancer are not due to food. Many children as young as baby are born with cancer. There are genetic just like my mother family had cancer and I have cancer.

He used to blame to my work stress and eating habit. What about children? They don't eat so much preserve food nor fast food. They are just born with it.

My god brother was diagnose at age 9. The cancer keep coming back. He past away at the age of 20. Who knows what will happen? If he only stay at home, eat at home, sleep at 10pm. Then what is life for him.

He rather die to continue like that.

For us who diagnose later, I think we are lucky compare to him. As he don't get a chance to enjoy love, school, college and healthy life.

Advice from the survivor of stage 4 cancer maggi

I went to talk again with this friend call maggi. She was diagnose with stage 4 lung cancer metasis to lymphty node. She have many tumor. Doctor tell her no medicine to cure also. However, she does not give up. She continue do chemotherapy and practice Qi Gong 4 hours a day. After 9 months of chemotherapy about 16x of chemo. The tumor disappear, however there are still 2 tumor in the lung. By the way, she have uncountable tumor in her body previously.

She stop chemo and continue Qi gong to cure herself. At last she is cancer free. She is now already 11 years cancer free.

Her advice to me is increase Qi Gong practice and continue chemo. If the doctor are not supportive then change another doctor. The chemo will help to control the tumor so that you can practice Qi Gong and help to increase your oxygen level to kill the cancer. If you cannot walk then how can you practice Qi Gong.

I would like to share this story because the stage 4 cancer is curable. As I know a number of stage 4 cancer survivor.

Plus for your info, maggi follow doctor advice diet. Which means she eat pork, curry mee, bread and less sugar. But she eat sugar.

The diet on the web are not true on the milk, protein, sugar and etc....

You can eat whatever you want, as long as u like to eat. This is maggi principle. Most important is you eat healthy. Go for more steam insteads of deep fry.

The Qi Gong that I join are all cancer patient who are already cancer free. They all practice this diet.

SSG treatment update

2nd Sept 2011 - 2nd day with SSG teabag (consume 1000ml / day).

Good news is tumor at the back no pain at all but my finger felt litter numbness. I felt the SSG teabag has a pain killer effect or it is just striking my tumour. Wah! if yes striking. Good news then. I decided to take for 3 months then go for CT scan.